| | * HAVE YOU EVER HAD SOMEONE EXTREMELY AMAZING WALK INTO YOUR LIFE,, && THEN JUST FADE AWAY? LIKE THEY JUST DISAPPEARED WITHOUT A TRACE? WELL,, IT SEEMS I'VE HAD QUITE AN OVERDOSE OF THAT LATELY .. && FROM SOMEONE YOU'D LEAST EXPECT IT FROM. BUT THEN AGAIN .. BY THEIR ''I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU'' ATTITUDE,, MAYBE I ACTUALLY SHOULD'VE EXPECTED IT,, BECAUSE THE ONES THAT CLAIM THEY'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU NEVER STAY. I THINK WHAT MAKES IT EVEN WORSE IS I LET MY GUARD DOWN,, TRUSTED THIS PERSON,, && TOLD THEM PERSONAL THINGS. THINGS I DON'T JUST TELL SOMEONE RANDOMLY,, YOU KNOW? I HAVE MAJOR TRUST ISSUES WITH EVERY PERSON I MEET. I JUST DON'T TRUST PEOPLE .. && WHEN I DO,, IT'S TAKEN ME AWHILE TO REACH THAT POINT. BUT SOMETHING TOLD ME NOT TO LISTEN,, IT WOULDN'T BE OKAY,, DON'T TRUST THEM! BUT I IGNORED IT .. LIKE I ALWAYS DO.
WHY IS IT WHEN YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO YOUR GUT INSTINCT,, YOU NEVER DO? IF I COULD,, I WOULD HONESTLY KICK MYSELF IN THE FOREHEAD RIGHT NOW FOR BEING SUCH A DUMB ASS. I FEEL LIKE IF I COULD SHAKE MYSELF && SCREAM IN MY OWN FACE,, I'D SAY,, ''WAKE UP,, SARA! WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH YOU?! WHAT'S GOTTEN INTO YOU?! YOU'RE NOT THE SARA I KNEW ONCE BEFORE .. WHERE'D SHE GO?!'' I REALLY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF && I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I COULD BE THIS DUMB.
I COULD NEVER HATE THIS PERSON,, BUT I PROMISE -- NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME. |
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